still sick... only cause I still think of her

because I'm so sick of love songs
so sad and true
so sick of missing you
so sick of my tears

so sick of being blue...
but cant i turn this feeling off...


i know that sometimes.. things break. they do not need a reason. they simply just do.

so sick of wrestling with the question of why.
so sick of my anger...
so sick of my vision... my vision of us in the future.
why cant i just let it go...

I'm tried of being that school boy still doodling in your name. I thought being with someone else even for a night.... would cure me of you. Once the thought of you gave me a smile. Currently the thought of you feeling a sickness that I cant cure...

The problem of listening to the radio late at night and drinking alone... is that you right what I wrote above. Some of the lyrics of a songs got stook in my head. I know that I stole a chuncks of the lyrics.... But I'm sick of all the love songs...